2.18.2011

The Lord is good.
The Lord is faithful.
My God is a God who provides.

Let this be my anthem in the highest of highs and in the lowest of lows.
Let me be thankful in all circumstances for my God is sovereign.
Let me trust God with everything I have.

"I will say of the Lord, 'He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust."
Psalm 91:2

God is good, all the time.
All the time, God is good.

2.13.2011

These are the words I would say.

"He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the Lord 'He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust.' Surely, he will save you from the fowler's snare and from the deadly pestilence. He will cover you with his feathers and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart. You will not fear the terror of night, nor the arrow that flies by day, nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness, nor the plague that destroys at midday. A thousand may fall at your side, ten thousand at your right hand, but it will not come near you. You will only observe with your eyes and see the punishment of the wicked. If you make the Most High your dwelling-even the Lord, who is my refuge-then no harm will befall you, no disaster will come near your tent. For He will command His angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways; they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone. You will tread upon the lion and the cobra; you will trample the great lion and the serpent. 'Because he loves me,' says the Lord 'I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name. He will call upon me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him. With long life will I satisfy him and show him my salvation."

Psalm 91.

I know middle school is rough kid. But our God is greater and stronger than any obstacle that is put in front of us. Hang in there, God has an amazing plan for your life. And if you ever, like Peter, find yourself sinking, just call out to God, He's your ever present help in trouble.

1.29.2011

Ok Lord, I give up.

You are good. You are faithful. Your plans for me are perfect.

I'm tired of frustration, and being scared of uncertainty. Instead, I choose to embrace the unknown in order to know you better. Lead the way Lord.

I will wait, Lord. Teach me patience. Teach me joy in the midst of darkness.

I understand that I have to trust you completely and not lean on my own understanding. I know I have to stop trying to figure things out, and let you work in me.

Help me take my thoughts captive. Help me displace the worry in my life with your peace.

Thank you, Lord. I so often forget that you have blessed me immensely, focusing only on my frustrations. Help me give thanks in all circumstances.

Mostly, I desire to have peace in waiting. Your timing is always best, so I will wait.

"Yes, Lord. Walking in the ways of your law, we wait for You. Your name and renown are the desires of our hearts." Isaiah 26:8

1.28.2011

To my big sister.

Four years ago I met this senior named Mallory. Honestly, I thought she was the coolest person alive. Although she probably still holds that status with me today, my 8th grade take on that statement has grown up with me.

From the first time we had a conversation at the infamous youth council retreat that January, we clicked. She soon began to mentor me throughout her last semester of high school and into the summer until she left for college. I remember how excited I was every time she came up and talked to me at church. I mean, I was talking to a senior. Waaa?

She showed an insecure 8th grader what it meant to follow the Lord. She walked what she believed, and I desire to have faith like hers. She will always be someone I look up to, even though I'm taller than her. One day, I told myself, I am going to be a senior just like her.

I remember the first time I saw her after she left for college. The time I first picked her up and drove her in my car. The time we walked up to my middle school and prayed over it. The time we challenged each other not to complain for a week. The time she gave me the Bible that I still use today.

The crazy part is that I am now the age she was when we met. It is now January of MY senior year. I'm not sure if I am the person I wanted to be four years ago or that you are either. But here we are, and I'm thankful for who you've been to me. A friend, a mentor, and also my sister.

1.24.2011

I'm not sure about this summer, the next four years, or my grade in government.

I'm not sure I know what it looks like to truly trust the Lord.

I'm uncertain. I'm broken. And I'm weary.

I'm tired of trying to figure things out, yet I so badly desire to be in control.

I'm full of paradoxes, and contradictions, and pride.

I want to follow the Lord, but I just don't know how.

I'm stubborn, fickle, and ready to give up.

All shall be well, and all shall be well, and all manor of things shall be well.


1.14.2011


I'm thankful that the Lord created such a thing as friendship.

I'm thankful for cold weather, scarves, and boots.

I'm thankful for biology, and cyclin-dependent-kinases.

I'm thankful for silly pictures, and surprises.

I'm thankful for good books, and late nights.

I'm thankful for change.

I'm thankful for skype and funny stories.

I'm thankful for the Lord's faithfulness in the midst of my doubt.

1.05.2011

"Are you trusting God right now? Remember that being obedient to what He has called you to is best. Know the Lord has created you as a unique treasure."

Today I received the letter I had written to myself back at Pine Cove this summer, and stuffed inside the envelope was a notecard from my counselor with the above words on it.

I am continually amazed at the way the Lord works, and at the way the Lord reveals His plan. I know His plan is perfect. I know full well. I've read verses about it, I've heard sermons about it, and I've heard stories about it. For a while, the thought has just been implanted in my head as a fact, and it hadn't really made it to my heart to where I believed it.

I love the Lord's timing. I love that the Lord speaks in unexpected ways. I love that the Lord reassures us when we step out in faith.

At the end of my letter I wrote to myself "The Lord is faithful. Put your hope in Him and you will never be disappointed. Rest in that today."

I love that that was exactly what I needed to hear today.